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[May. 19th, 2009|10:38 pm] |
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You know as you grow up you do get wiser, and the things you fought for as children and teens are no longer important instead its stressing over money and how rent and the bills are going to get paid for the upcoming month. People that you thought you knew ended up being more of a stranger then you ever thought possible. We all grow up some people seem to have grown up better then others, but then again those are the people who you seem to grow apart from and vice versa |
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[Jan. 18th, 2006|06:04 pm] |
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So theres a guy that I known for the past 6-7 years and I still think its funny how we ment. We ment like I said 6-7yrs ago at a comminity thing and I needed to change my clothes but all the porta potis were in use and I really don't tlike those things, but Dave (guy that I'm talkin about) he was with his friends and I asked him and them if they would sheild me and they did by the way he and his friends were so respecful while I was getting changed they kept there back toward me.. After I was done changing I told him I was done he turned around and smiled at me. A few years later I was workin at a haunted house and what would you know so was Dave and we hit it off again. Now recently we ment up once again and like all before we hit it off again, except this time we kissed which was a first. This past weekend Dave and I hung out and I stayed the night with him, I had alot of fun.. We kissed so much that I had to put lip gloss on like a half a dozon times |
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[Jan. 12th, 2006|09:03 pm] |
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Why do people who look very smart ask really dumb or do really fucking dumb things |
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[Jan. 8th, 2006|04:17 am] |
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Noone else can feel what you feel, for noone knows whats in your heart or mind except for you and if your lucky enough to find someone you can confind and tell all your dreams and secrets knowing that they wont laugh or make you feel bad about yourself. I thought that is what a friend was someone you could always count on no matter how badly you screwed up, also that you wouldn't have to explain things to them they already know what scares you, what you like, and even your flaws. Instead of pointing out your flaws they simply point out what your good qualities are and to make you feel better when you have had a rotten day.. Ohh well maybe I was wrong |
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[Jan. 8th, 2006|04:14 am] |
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I keep recalling how life has been just like the pictures in a story book I'll turn the pages of my life I'll care for you just as did in the begining |
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[Jan. 6th, 2006|10:01 pm] |
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My new drug is a game called Text Twist the object of the game is you have 6 letter and you have to make as many words as you can if you make a word using all 6 letters you go to the next level..
I hate being sick.. I'm so stuffed up grrrrrrrr damn flu bug I would like to squash this bug |
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[Dec. 10th, 2005|05:03 pm] |
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Love or Love of Pain
Do you still Love me
As the blood starts to pour out from my mouth
Do you still Love me
As the fresh new bruis starts to form under my eye
Do you still Love me
As my salty tears fill my blood shot eyes
Do you still Love me for me, or just the pain that you bring me
By:Channing? Kittie
:LIES:
I once believed in everything you ever told me,
but now my eyes have been open to see the truth and all the
lies that you've been feeding me.I just wonder how much longer the lies would have gone on,
and Why did you push me so far away..
BY: Channing/ Kittie
:YOU:
Sittin beside you I feel comletely alone, as well as lost.
I know you Love me,but the pain of the pastthat is in my
heart and head just wont go away and let me be
me be HAppy truely happy in my own skin
By: Channing/ Kittie
My Mask
Why do you love me I ask him but it doesn't really matter for I'm still lost inside my mind
I'm screaming in my head, but putting on another mask to make everyone even YOU think that I'm okay even when I'm not
By Channing/ Kittie |
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[Dec. 10th, 2005|05:00 pm] |
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Sitin here with Uno(one of the cats) on my lap he's such a baby, everyone else is at work, I just got back a while ago.. The apartment is sooo still and eerie quite ohh well, I'll get used to it I suppose, first time being alone.... |
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[Dec. 3rd, 2005|07:02 am] |
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tick tick tock another day has come and pasted and yet I'm still here with no thoughts on what the hell I suppose to do, or who I'm suppose to be for you!!
Tick tick tock time is slowly ticking my sad pathitic life away one second at a time |
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[Dec. 3rd, 2005|06:56 am] |
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My body aches for sleep but my wont settle sownlong enough for me to sleep, when I do sleep its a very hard sleep..
As I sit here and wait for my mind to stop racing to and from one damn thing to the next I wonder why I can't be happy or at least sleep... |
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[Dec. 1st, 2005|10:16 pm] |
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Ny Proof of Love
AS I sit here as the time drifts slowly away I wonder if you realize the effect you have over me. Who I am is who I wanted to be
Your my living proof that my love is alive, it's a beautiful thing I don't think I can keep it locked up any longer
As I let my mind race to and from your on my mindat all times and always in my heart. You've cast a spell onto me where upon my wall has come down with a crash
BY:Channing M. Cross
Kittie |
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[Dec. 1st, 2005|10:06 pm] |
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this week has been very good for me so far. On the 26 if Nov was my last day of work at Sheetz and on Moday the 28 Ben picked me up nad I started a new page in book of like I moved to Athens, GA. My first day was really neatBen took me downtown and showed me around it was it a kinda overwelming but a whole lot of fun the last couple of days Ben adn I have just kinda been bla cause we were still kinda tired from the long drive. Today I grabbed a few applications, the nice part bout where the aprt is located is that there is a bus that picks people up.. I stil need to get a bus schule to see what bus I'll need to catch.. I soo wired I have had way too much coffee..
Kaila I miss you and I'm always here for you no matter what!! |
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[Nov. 16th, 2005|01:07 am] |
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I've dreamed of this a 1000 times but in my dreams I couldn't love any more
Nobodys gonna love me better then you do, I'm gonna stick with you forever
Why can't I breath whenever I think about you, why can't I speak whenever I talk about you..
When I saw you I feel head over heals in love with you, your like my own secret sunshine that I only know about |
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[Nov. 15th, 2005|07:36 pm] |
Just like a pray I'll take you there
its like a dream to me
Just like a dream you are not what you seem |
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[Nov. 11th, 2005|06:13 pm] |
There's nothing left to try, there's nothing left to lose, there's no greater power then the power of Good-Bye
I'll remember the love that you gave me now that I'm standing on my own.
I can't describe how I feel about you, Nobody is gonna love me better I'm sick with you forever |
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[Oct. 6th, 2005|11:55 pm] |
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Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I get hurt
Because of you I'm afaid to let anyone in
I was forced to fake a smile
My heart can't break for it was never whole to begin with
I was alwayas your dirty little secret
Love is all that I needed and I've been waiting so long |
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[Oct. 6th, 2005|11:22 pm] |
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I see through true your colors and thats why I love you,so don't be afaid to let them show your true color are beautiful like a rainbow. I can't remember when I saw you smile when this world makes you crazy just call upon me and I'll always be there for you |
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[Sep. 26th, 2005|12:47 am] |
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I'm at the bottem of this bottel I'm scared..
I wish I could sleep
YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL YES ITS TRUE |
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[Sep. 23rd, 2005|09:59 pm] |
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I watched you die
As my memory fades, I'll never forget what I lost
I was so young you should have known
You don't have to be afaid of what you are
Theres is no way I could ever pay you back |
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[Sep. 16th, 2005|08:00 pm] |
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Because of you I learned to play on the safe side
My heart can't break for it wasn't whole to begin
Don't you know I'll be there where ever and whenever, but why can't you just be there for me |
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